fleetingnight
incapable of shutting up
- May 2, 2024
- 589
I got so upset hearing my dad misgender me when he thought I couldn't hear. But why? I never intended to come out. I was outed. It's impossible to always call me the correct pronouns at home and the other ones in public. It's better if they always all me the wrong ones. But I act irrational, because it hurts. Coming out might help in a nice world, but that's not the one we live in. If I come out, then almost every wrong pronoun is from someone who knew better. It's either their fault for wanting to hurt me, or mine, for still being seen as a woman. It's a pain that will never go away, because transphobia's only gotten worse the older I've gotten. I think I'll kill myself in a dress, whenever I finally do it, give the people what they want so badly