I should of read the small print 😂

[The lonelyest soul]

I have cancer, its aggressive but there is a chance I can recover. If it turns out to be terminal then I want to go out on my terms, none of this comatose in a hospital bed while nurses and my family wipe my arse and cry waiting for the invevatable to happen.
The thing is I want to depart with the least amount of fuss. I don't want my family to be left in debt when I pass, so I started paying off my own funeral a few years ago, before I was diognised and a still have a lot to still pay off. If I leave of natural causes, they will honor it. I will get the funeral and the rest of the debt goes with me. If I don't pass naturally then my family will either be left settling up the bill and possibly getting into debt.

So my options are, try and find a way that makes it seem natural

let nature take its course if I do become terminal and go slow and painfully with no dignaty.

Try and hope that if I do become terminal, it won't be for a while yet, and can pay it all off and then I can go out how ever I like.


I'm a pessimist and like to plan for the worst, So I was thinking maybe going camping and "accidently" eating a wrong mushroom or somehow having my tent too close to the campfire after I have taken the maxamum dose of all my drugs (because my pain is really bad and needed alot of help to go to sleep*wink**wink*) and being unable to wake up in time to escape.


Both have their risks, but at this point I'm just spit balling.

I just think it's unfair that they put animals to sleep if they are going tk die but prolong the suffering of humans.

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree that it's so unfair how humans are not allowed a peaceful death even if they have a terminal illness. Dying a slow death from disease sounds so horrifying. We do live in a pro suffering society that would rather see people in pain than let them be at peace. It must be awful having to exist with that disease. I wish you freedom.

 

[outrider567]

I have cancer, its aggressive but there is a chance I can recover. If it turns out to be terminal then I want to go out on my terms, none of this comatose in a hospital bed while nurses and my family wipe my arse and cry waiting for the invevatable to happen.
The thing is I want to depart with the least amount of fuss. I don't want my family to be left in debt when I pass, so I started paying off my own funeral a few years ago, before I was diognised and a still have a lot to still pay off. If I leave of natural causes, they will honor it. I will get the funeral and the rest of the debt goes with me. If I don't pass naturally then my family will either be left settling up the bill and possibly getting into debt.

So my options are, try and find a way that makes it seem natural

let nature take its course if I do become terminal and go slow and painfully with no dignaty.

Try and hope that if I do become terminal, it won't be for a while yet, and can pay it all off and then I can go out how ever I like.


I'm a pessimist and like to plan for the worst, So I was thinking maybe going camping and "accidently" eating a wrong mushroom or somehow having my tent too close to the campfire after I have taken the maxamum dose of all my drugs (because my pain is really bad and needed alot of help to go to sleep*wink**wink*) and being unable to wake up in time to escape.


Both have their risks, but at this point I'm just spit balling.

I just think it's unfair that they put animals to sleep if they are going tk die but prolong the suffering of humans.

Yeah, I can't stand the idea of being in a hospital, or at home in bed, as people stand around(with the cliche' of 'surrounded by family and friends'), look down in pity, waiting day after day for your death---Best to do it alone

 

[akirat9]

We do live in a pro suffering society that would rather see people in pain than let them be at peace.

why cant they ever understand this ?
is all abusive not letting us be peace

 

[damaged_soul]

Maybe check out Dignitas, they will help you die if you genuinely have a terminal disease like cancer.

 

[theboy]

I was thinking of giving myself a terminal illness such as cancer.
Doing CTB would devastate my family...well, among other things....
Excuse my comment.
It must be really hard to be in your situation and I can't imagine the feeling of having cancer. It's unfair that animals sleep peacefully and humans do not.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry you find yourself in this situation. I completely agree with you in not wanting to go through something like this if terminal and wanting to exit on your own terms. Unfortunately, it's all but impossible to make a suicide look natural. I suppose you could have an "accidental" gas leak or something and blow yourself up, but that's a hard way to go and certainly not an assured death. I hope you can find the answers you seek if it comes to this for you.

 

[The lonelyest soul]

Maybe check out Dignitas, they will help you die if you genuinely have a terminal disease like cancer.

Thank you I will check them out. I haven't been told its temanal yet but my odds aren't good.

I was thinking of giving myself a terminal illness such as cancer.
Doing CTB would devastate my family...well, among other things....
Excuse my comment.
It must be really hard to be in your situation and I can't imagine the feeling of having cancer. It's unfair that animals sleep peacefully and humans do not.

I know exactly how you feel. That's the only thing that is stopping me going through with just doing it with SN or whatever.
It may seem silly but I don't want pepole to think I was a coward or selfish or anything