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Student
- Oct 4, 2019
- 107
I'm currently inpatient at a psych unit for women. I had an appointment today with the lead psychiatrist, just trying to be honest about my wish to die and the reasons supporting it. She looked puzzled and just didn't seem to be grasping the 'why'. Now, when I outline my problems, they don't sound as catastrophic as they feel. Lots of women on the floor have dealt with severe trauma, and I'm grateful to say that I haven't. Nonetheless, I still want to die, even though I'm not feeling as depressed. I just feel sure that my future is bleak, and want to end it before my situation becomes more pathetic. I guess I'm the only one that can help me, but I don't feel up to the task.