Surai
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- Mar 26, 2024
- 40
And so ill travel the world with my bare feet. And let anything go through them. All cut up and bloodied. This is life. So meditate on imminent death. Fact. Everyday for 12 to 14 hours. I can feel my brain swell and dispose. And Even i start to lose myself. My hair falls out. The human body can look so bare at times. This weird vessel we all sit in. And the way its made is so. I don't even have the words. Don't try. I know this world better then I know myself. Kill myself and then revive again. This cycle. This sleep. It makes a person go mad with anger and hate. Creator of the heavens of the earth. "Why?" is the best word you could present to a god. Why oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why. Please please kill me. Please please kill me. I don't love. I see myself in the victims of hanging. Truly this is a way of beauty. Oh so quick, Oh so long. You don't need any mark on this world. Just an endless escape and you are disposed of quickly. Thank you lord for this beautiful gift of death. As always said there isn't life without death, and i think Ive lived.