Venting I remember

[Crow_88]

I just saw a photo from probably the last time my life made some kind of sense. Even then, I can just see the sadness in my eyes. IT brought back good memories, but they are all tinged with that sadness. It always started so well and would end with me all alone.

It has increased my resolution to leave this world. Just to know that when I was trying my absolute best I was still very sad in a deep way. I believe I was sad from earliest childhood. Maybe form birth. Just unfit for this life and now without any chance of building anything again. What is the point of going on. I don't have it in me to try again right now. But I am edging closer. Tonight CTB feels like the right decision.

 

[HopeIsALie]

Just unfit for this life

I get you there. For so long I've felt like I shouldn't be here, that being here is a mistake and I should just leave. Thank you so much for sharing this. Whatever you decide is ultimately the right decision, I hope it works out for you and that you find peace in one way or another, I really, really do.

 

[Crow_88]

I get you there. For so long I've felt like I shouldn't be here, that being here is a mistake and I should just leave. Thank you so much for sharing this. Whatever you decide is ultimately the right decision, I hope it works out for you and that you find peace in one way or another, I really, really do.

Hey, I really appreciate your kind words. We just weren't made for here. You as well, please find your peace.