CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
a guy who was at the mental hospital had so many cuts on his arms and legs and even face. It looked... cool. I never spoke to him. Not even once. I always got seated next to him at lunch though.

He liked to drink 1 orange juice and 1 full-fat milk. I personally was scared of juice and milk so I only drank water and tea.

He never ever came to groups... I think. I didn't go to many myself. He slept a lot and was always in his hospital gown for some reason.
I liked to read books and wait for my parents to come. They were always sad but I enjoyed the books I was reading. The book I liked the most was Jane Eyre. It was so good. It's my favorite book rn but I also liked Little Women but I haven't read that since I was young.

I never saw this guy ever go to the library. He did talk a few times though. I never talked. Not in groups or at breakfast lunch or dinner. I wonder what people thought of me because I never talked? Maybe they thought I was still super depressed but I really just liked Jane Eyre and was thinking about the book. It took me a long time to read it... I might legitamely be dumb which really is a letdown.

Anyway... my point is: why are guys who cut themselves attractive?? That shouldn't be a thing but it is...
 
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Firecaste

Firecaste

Experienced
Jan 5, 2019
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Didn't know that was a thing.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
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yway... my point is: why are guys who cut themselves attractive?? That shouldn't be a thing but it is...

Maybe some are, but I'm not attractive at all. I guess I'm the exception to the rule.
I agree with you that cuts are not ugly. I like looking at my cuts.
 
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