I have had enough. Im going to try and end it soon because for my generation there is nothing left to look forward too. I have fucked up my life in more ways then one and I just don't want to do it anymore.
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Don’tfallin
Member
- Feb 17, 2024
- 42
Sorry you're going through this. I completely understand as I feel the same.
NeedAnEscape
awaiting the end
- Oct 16, 2023
- 269
Personally, I believe I need to be a different person, rather than move to a different location. I have never fit into society. No matter what I did, I always felt out of place. I struggle to see how I could keep moving forward as well.
Unattainable666
Enlightened
- Mar 31, 2023
- 1,346
Trust me if your life is a shit show, then that shit show follows you no matter how far you go. I know I'm living it. Moved 1600 miles away and my fucked up life followed me. Just can't shake it.
Dliena
𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
- Dec 22, 2023
- 1,888
Me too. I hate this country with every fiber of my being and I'm sorry that another billion pain has been inflicted onto your life. I wish you peace for eternity.
But the commenters above has made a good point cause I just ain't happy anywhere it seems like.
Dliena
𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
- Dec 22, 2023
- 1,888
Return2themoonlight
Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
- Dec 31, 2023
- 153
One of my greatest wishes besides ctb is to leave everything and everyone behind and live deep in the woods. If I cant commit to ctb as I've planned, best believe that's gonna be my route
Silent Raindrops
The Darkness Awaits Me
- Feb 3, 2024
- 263
That's the route I'm taking. If my attempt fails, I'll just let mother nature take me out when she is ready. But I will not be coming out of them woods, not alive anyway.
tbroken
Wizard
- Feb 22, 2024
- 690
I perfectly understand how you feel, because i felt the same and it happens only when something really bad happens or if you are in a really bad environment. I don't want to put you down, but you can find bad things even in your home, especially in this whole connected stupid world. I prey for your soul, i hope you'll figure out how to fix things.
Return2themoonlight
Sele'ne shall guide me to peace and tranquility
- Dec 31, 2023
- 153
When I tell you I here you whole heartedly
I am not coming out the same way I went in.
TheSpookyNameGuy
There's nothing here..
- Apr 30, 2023
- 646
I knew a guy that tried to do the same, now he comes home from work and stares at his wall all day until sleep.
He didn't have much connection but was somewhat normal and outgoing, moving away put the nail in the coffin for him.
Never expected how low he has become.Similar threads
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