I cant do this shit anymore. I just cant. I have ruined my life
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Dingusguy
I just want to sleep...
- Oct 20, 2023
- 160
Right there with you bud, it sucks when the only one you have to blame is yourself, truly I hope you manage to find peace at some point.I am long overdue for ctb. Can't take any more of this torment.Last edited:
Tired_of_myself
Student
- Jan 2, 2024
- 144
thetruetato
Suicidal Femboy :3
- Jan 1, 2024
- 160
I can definitely relate to this. Whenever I think about it I get this deep longing inside of me, one that simply desires true nothingness.
Kurai
Suffering
- Jul 23, 2023
- 241
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,013
Same. I wish that I could just die in my sleep or something
AbsurdAbyss
Lost, broken, empty, fragmented.
- Mar 4, 2024
- 113
Me too. I hope there's nothing at the end of this tunnel; I don't want to delude myself anymore. If I ever wake up again, I hope its in a different time, in a different place, and as a different person. Not waking up would undoubtedly be perfect.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,883
I hope that you find freedom from all the suffering, it's certainly understandable just wishing to be permanently relieved from this dreadful existence.
strangelife
Specialist
- Feb 16, 2024
- 364
Same here. Today I feel so angry and bitter that I am forced to exist in this fucking world. I just want to be gone and not reincarnated. It's my biggest fear.
I have my SN kit almost ready. OTC AE though, but better than nothing. There should be stronger one on the way - let's see.
Long drop as the backup.Last edited:
Everything I'm now stuck in a shitty dead end job and everything costs so much nowadays
strangelife
Specialist
- Feb 16, 2024
- 364
sserafim
they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
- Sep 13, 2023
- 9,013
Same. It's not fair that I was brought into existence without my consent. If I get reincarnated, I'll be so mad (and sad)
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,823
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