i really hope theres no afterlife

[waqs]

living after i die seems miserable, the whole point of killing myself is to no longer be conscious. i think being conscious and living with the knowledge of how it feels to die would be hell even if i got into heaven or whatever version you wanna say. the only good "afterlife" i think would be good is reincarnation as long as i lose my memories of this life, but even then ill just be put in this world again, and again, and again. nevermind there is no good versions of any afterlife.

 

[reki_haibane]

If there is an afterlife...

It would most likely be from a god. Reincarnation in this world is pointless, and Heaven and Hell, as we understand them, seem unjust... But if the god who knows and created the universe is merciful in our case,
And consciousness might exist at a higher level if this world is merely a realm for us to shape our identity and personality,so I cannot imagine consciousness after death. And if it exists... it's impossible for it to be the same as what we have now.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, all I want is to not exist, I just hope to be permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering, for me non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten is just all that's desirable for me.