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Ashe

Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
112
All it does is remind me how happy everyone else is and how unachievable it is for myself. Frankly it just makes me even more depressed a majority of the time wishing that I had a way to CTB which I unfortunately don't. It's not like anyone would care or notice anyways.
 
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underscore_nine

underscore_nine

the sweet release
Feb 17, 2023
153
Christmas is hard for a lot of people, for myself and a lot of others it bring some poor memories back, I hope it's not too painful and you find happiness in one way or another soon <3
 
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Ashe

Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
112
I hope so too but honestly, I gave up on that way to long ago.
 
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Bruce

Wizard
Sep 22, 2023
661
What people do this time of the year.. they are trained to do it, they are following basic herd commands. These idiotic customs make no sense, but then again what can you expect from normies!?

I give up as well.

I'm sorry for how you're feeling Ashe!
 
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caninecomposer

Unappreciated artist
Dec 18, 2023
142
It's a 1-2 combo for me. Remembering how I've never been given a Christmas present, and next month, remembering I've never been given a birthday party.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
I dont think so many people are so happy at this time of Year. Im not feeling contentment.due.to physical and psychological pain. There are many people like me. I don't believe many people follow the true meaning of Christmas..Its an excuse for a piss up and more debt. I often.have memories of my pretentious family with.their.demands and.emotional abuse and narcissistic bullying.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Xmas sucks , i would prefer xmas to be june 25th , at least it would be summer and way better.
 
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Ashe

Born to suffer for others
Sep 20, 2023
112
Xmas sucks , i would prefer xmas to be june 25th , at least it would be summer and way better.
I mean personally the whole reason I hate this time of year is because of xmas and "xmas cheer"
 
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until death

maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
126
I hate Christmas
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,846
I believe a lot of that so called "happiness" is fake honestly, this world is just filled with endless suffering, it's such a cruel place. I see anything related to Christmas as being very irritating personally, it's just commercialised toxic positivity. But anyway I wish you the best, I hate how suicide isn't more accessible for those who wish to cease existing.
 
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