SHThrowAway213
That's the hell I live with
- Apr 19, 2018
- 658
The will is to make sure my dog stays with my Mum.
In the UK, if you are married when you die, all your property and money goes to your spouse.
I know my husband (separated) would not be able to look after her, and his Nan would not even allow her in her flat.
Also I know he needs the money so I'm pretty sure he would just sell her.
I'm not sure what will happen to my dog if I kill myself before I sign my will.
But it is getting unbearable.
I really can't take it anymore.
I would usally drink to cope, but my parents would not let me drink and I can't even afford it.
I stopped taking my meds around 2-3 weeks ago. (Risperdone, Ablify, Ranitidine, Fostair, Amtriplyne)
I did it because I knew my hallucinations would encourage me to kill myself and drive me insane, which they are.
But it is making me want to kill myself a lot sooner.
This is so fucking unbearable.
In the UK, if you are married when you die, all your property and money goes to your spouse.
I know my husband (separated) would not be able to look after her, and his Nan would not even allow her in her flat.
Also I know he needs the money so I'm pretty sure he would just sell her.
I'm not sure what will happen to my dog if I kill myself before I sign my will.
But it is getting unbearable.
I really can't take it anymore.
I would usally drink to cope, but my parents would not let me drink and I can't even afford it.
I stopped taking my meds around 2-3 weeks ago. (Risperdone, Ablify, Ranitidine, Fostair, Amtriplyne)
I did it because I knew my hallucinations would encourage me to kill myself and drive me insane, which they are.
But it is making me want to kill myself a lot sooner.
This is so fucking unbearable.