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I really deserve to be here
Thread starterJamesun
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Lately I've been thinking that I don't deserve to be here, there are people around me that I care about that I wouldn't want to see hurt because of me, I feel like I'm not a good person because of that, I really feel selfish. I don't want to hurt anyone but I don't feel good. I feel like I don't deserve them to be with me and worry about me.
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EndofSmallSanctuary, Praestat_Mori, Kempel556 and 1 other person
i often feel the same, every time i attempted, i always thought of how sad my mom would be, even though her life would probably be better without me. keyword probably
I cannot kill myself. My mother told me, point blank, after a mental breakdown of mine, that she would off herself in a heartbeat if I died.
Maybe that's selfish of her, but it's enough to keep me going.
When I am in my darkest hours, I wish so badly that everyone around me would vanish from my life so I can die in peace, without my final act having any ripple affect. Unfortunately, such a desire is functionally impossible to realize, perhaps that makes me lucky.
I love Monster by the way, Johan Liebert and Tenma are fantastic characters. Very fitting themes for this forum.
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