I put my trust in people and it always gets thrown back in my face

[sapphoslastpoem]

Holy shit. I can never be friends or close to anyone, no one is ever safe. It's like all of you are sitting around, watching me, knowing everything about me and pretending like you care, like you'll help me, like you won't hurt me and then you all scheme with each other about ways to hurt and betray me in the worst ways possible. All of you must be in on it, it happens with everyone. God I just need to die already, I'm tired of being a form of entertainment to all of you.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so horrible how many humans are so cruel and create so much suffering, I certainly believe that they cannot be trusted and relied on.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

This is one of the many reasons I have become a misanthrope : people can't be trusted and just use you for their own selfish needs.
I'm sorry you are going through this, people cause too much suffering for no good reason.