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cujoh
autistic hikkineet
- Feb 7, 2023
- 27
Apparently i can't love others but I feel i love my younger brother very much and feel i want the best for him but perhaps that's emotional immaturity talking. Plus eventually when he grows up he'll realise what a cruel person his older sibling is. My father will grow to resent me and my mother who already hates me will grow to believe that my behavior is a reflection of how badly she's parented me and feel guilty and then I'll feel bad not realising that i'm just purely evil and she hasn't done anything wrong. And then if i have kids I'll end up mistreating them.
that's why it'd be better off if i just died. I can't face people now that I know who i really am but have been ignoring it as i am narcissistic
that's why it'd be better off if i just died. I can't face people now that I know who i really am but have been ignoring it as i am narcissistic
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