HowSoonIsNow
" Oh, She was a victim of sweet suicide"
- Feb 2, 2020
- 162
I wanted to keep my ctb as a secret but it ended up making my feel guilty for lying to my loved ones, so, I talked about my plans to two of my friends without giving too many info. The first friend was sad but she believes that people have the right to end their lives, we've been talking a lot but my second friend, who is also my favorite person( BPD members will get it) is not dealing with it too well, I feel bad for her...she really thinks she can change my mind, she sent me a letter.
In the middle of this chaos, finally, I received some good news. I thought that after quitting my job I wouldn't receive any money but I will!! In the middle of October I'll receive my last payment, so, I can book a hotel room on my favorite place of the city and have a peaceful ctb+ I can buy more antiemetics
(I'm sorry if I've made a mistake, english isn't my first language)
In the middle of this chaos, finally, I received some good news. I thought that after quitting my job I wouldn't receive any money but I will!! In the middle of October I'll receive my last payment, so, I can book a hotel room on my favorite place of the city and have a peaceful ctb+ I can buy more antiemetics
(I'm sorry if I've made a mistake, english isn't my first language)