I never found my soul mate!.

[Rational man]

Ive been reflecting alot on my life which I suppose is not uncommon, especially when I know my life is slowly ending due to this autoimmune disease, which I suspect was triggered by the c19/vax. But i often wonder why I never.found a soulmate. Though I've been intimately involved with a few people in my early twenties, I always found it difficult to trust people.so maybe I answered my own question. I think.the root of this lays with my parents because they never loved each other so i never really knew what it felt like. Many of you know I was abused by my Mother and Brother and wherein lays the struggle. Im only sharing this with you not.for.want of sympathy but to say that none of this is our fault, but for the pain.and scars.we carry..We don't choose our family.after all is said and done.

 

[The anhedonic one]

I was severely emotionally abused by my Mother who was a malignant narcissist. There was never any love shown to me as a child, and this has greatly impacted my ability to form and keep relationships.
So sorry you went through all those things.
Life is so cruel to some of us.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I'm sorry you never found that lifelong partner. I never did either. In reality, a lot of people don't. And when if you couple that a divorce rate near 50%, the number is a lot higher, as I guess we really shouldn't count divorced people as having found their soulmate, should we? Isn't a soulmate supposed to be forever?

 

[Rational man]

I was severely emotionally abused by my Mother who was a malignant narcissist. There was never any love shown to me as a child, and this has greatly impacted my ability to form and keep relationships.
So sorry you went through all those things.
Life is so cruel to some of us.

Thanks. Life is.cruel.

I'm sorry you never found that lifelong partner. I never did either. In reality, a lot of people don't. And when if you couple that a divorce rate near 50%, the number is a lot higher, as I guess we really shouldn't count divorced people as having found their soulmate, should we? Isn't a soulmate supposed to be forever?

I guess.its rare..so many people argue over Little things..

 

[90starve]

thankyou for sharing this story - it's nudged me to look at my situation from a new perspective :)

 

[Crono]

We are our own soulmates, after all we know ourselves better than anyone else. we are all alone in our own existence.

 

[Unattainable666]

Quite honestly, most of us never find our true love. Very few people find that special bond. You are definitely NOT alone.