I never felt more alone

[couldntthinkofaname]

it hurts physically

internet cant replace real life

 

[satou]

The better I feel the more lonely I get...

When I feel depressed I don't feel that lonely, because I just get emotionally numb. But when my mood improves, I am also able to think more clearly and able to see how messed up my life is and how I am completely lacking in any social relations outside of my immediate family.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

The better I feel the more lonely I get...

When I feel depressed I don't feel that lonely. But when my mood improves, I am also able to think more clearly and able to see how messed up my life is and how I am completely lacking in any social relations outside of my immediate family.

sounds familiar

 

[Morning Angel]

I understand this feeling. Outside of people on here and other CTB spaces, I haven't had a real interaction with people in months. Total isolation. You're not alone in this pain.