Venting I need to let my anger out.

[watereyes]

Hi fwens.

I recently had bursts of anger because I keep remembering that day when my father took my SN and called the cops who put me in handcuffs and sent me to the ward. It was during this time that I also lost Lillie.
A few days ago I punched my father and brother with my weak arms, apologized since then but it was plain bullshit. I want to punch them everyday. To me theyre total dipshits, but objectively theyre just blindly loving me. My father would do anything for me to be alive and happy, but thats not what I want. Like, at all.

I just want ded.

Back when I had SN, there was this manipulative fuck from this site who """""""""saved""""""""""" me. Claimed he loved me. What a fucking [REDACTED]. Would drop his username but I'm not that kind of asshole.

I miss my SN, and I need a way to let the anger out. Oh and I'm actively trying to get my hands on it again, so if anyone has any advice/ would like to help me (I'm from france) PMs are open.

Thanks.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

People actually get into relationships from this site? I've asked like five women on here to e-marry me and I always get rejected. If any ladies are reading this, check my solution score.

 

[watereyes]

People actually get into relationships from this site? I've asked like five women on here to e-marry me and I always get rejected. If any ladies are reading this, check my solution score.

yeah wrong site to find your soulmate

 

[motel rooms]

People actually get into relationships from this site? I've asked like five women on here to e-marry me and I always get rejected.

You got gangbanged the other day, doesn't that count for anything? Ingrate.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

You got gangbanged the other day, doesn't that count for anything? Ingrate.

Keep that up and you'll never get these holes bro.

 

[watereyes]

lol this thread is already a mess

 

[motel rooms]

Keep that up and you'll never get these holes bro.

So, there's still a chance it might happen? I'm not interested in unwilling str8 holes, I'm extremely romantic

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

So, there's still a chance it might happen? I'm not interested in unwilling str8 holes, I'm extremely romantic

Bro the guys you have sex with are not straight per definition.

 

[chocolatebar]

Back when I had SN, there was this manipulative fuck from this site who """""""""saved""""""""""" me. Claimed he loved me. What a fucking [REDACTED]. Would drop his username but I'm not that kind of asshole.

I have no idea of what happened, but it's always risky to gain proximity to people in this site (isn't this true for everywhere?), because there are some extremely sick people among us, like wolves dressed as sheep. However, there are also some great people here and it's awesome to pass some time with them, leaving us in some sort of dilemma.

 

[motel rooms]

Bro the guys you have sex with are not straight per definition.

I know that, I'm just too damn compassionate to correct them. There's no harm in a beginner believing that getting head from me & giving me a handjob doesn't make him bi/gay

 

[watereyes]

what the heck

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Maybe get the SN shipped to an alternate address? If you have one, that is.

 

[Makko]

If you have some disposable money, rent a postal box and order the SN there. You can store it there, too. Storing things like that at home when you live with others is just begging for a scandal.

 

[watereyes]

If you have some disposable money, rent a postal box and order the SN there. You can store it there, too. Storing things like that at home when you live with others is just begging for a scandal.

thats fair enough, but theres only ONE po box company where I live. And last time I went there they were closed because of covid. I will go monday once again and see. Thanks for your help tho. (oh, and I tried Poste Restante, it didnt go well.)