bad luck
Memento mori
- Mar 2, 2021
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I need to go now. I can't wait to save up a few months for N, so I'll do it with SN. The exact date could be the second week of March. I don't have AE. SN only, atenolol (beta-blocker) and pain relievers other than benzodiazepines. I didn't want to leave like this and I'm scared, but the circumstances have changed for the worse. I have read all the experiences that I could about CTB with SN, and I am glad that they have been able to come out like this. I don't know if my survival instinct will make them find me, I don't know if I should go far away, to the countryside, I don't know what to do... I'm honestly scared. I'm very sad
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