i need to get high so bad

[finish.me]

just had a moment of desperation rummaging through my parents medicine cabinet, i know my mom has weed+pills in her room but she knows my tricks and keeps the door locked whenever she leaves. massive social anxiety so i cant seek shit out myself. dunno what to do. drinking doesnt feel good anymore i just want to feel good

 

[BoomBang101]

Yeah I feel you man. I also used weed to cope in the past, but after a while it made my brain guilt trip me and feel pathetic for using drugs to help. Sucks that this whole life we live is just one big chase of feeling good as you put it