SolomonKado
This is taking too long…
- Jul 4, 2023
- 424
This isn't so much a vent as it is a question.
I understand why people don't want to go to prison even for being helpful here. It really is a big deal. I used to work at one and it's hard to get out. The government is supposed to let people out that are in for Marijuana charges since it's legal here in the mid west. As I was working there inmates have been there Past a year or more and still there when I left. Even an out date doesn't mean you'll get out that day. That's a system I don't want to be apart of and refuse to subject someone to that.
So how do i ask for help so im successful without getting someone in trouble?
I want to CO, but been second guessing its success wanting SN instead. Unless there is something better. My current mental state limits me to what I can/cannot do because of every horrible trauma and painful thing that I've been subjected to. I know, without a doubt, the path I want to take because I've been here long enough to have made my decision. I have to do this, without a doubt, because I've hit a rather large brick wall that's been growing since I was old enough to say "pa-pa."
I want to be able to send as much money that I have in savings so a certain family member doesn't have to worry about the "what now?" With how this site is under the microscope by some really close-minded people. I completely understand if some people choose to not.
I understand why people don't want to go to prison even for being helpful here. It really is a big deal. I used to work at one and it's hard to get out. The government is supposed to let people out that are in for Marijuana charges since it's legal here in the mid west. As I was working there inmates have been there Past a year or more and still there when I left. Even an out date doesn't mean you'll get out that day. That's a system I don't want to be apart of and refuse to subject someone to that.
So how do i ask for help so im successful without getting someone in trouble?
I want to CO, but been second guessing its success wanting SN instead. Unless there is something better. My current mental state limits me to what I can/cannot do because of every horrible trauma and painful thing that I've been subjected to. I know, without a doubt, the path I want to take because I've been here long enough to have made my decision. I have to do this, without a doubt, because I've hit a rather large brick wall that's been growing since I was old enough to say "pa-pa."
I want to be able to send as much money that I have in savings so a certain family member doesn't have to worry about the "what now?" With how this site is under the microscope by some really close-minded people. I completely understand if some people choose to not.
