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they forgot me
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- Mar 12, 2022
- 19
I cannot live anymore everyday I think more and more about killing myself. The first time I prayed to god to end my life i was in 6th grade. Things have been steadily increasing in severity ever since. I just have no will to live anymore I can hardly bear the world anymore. Things that used to make me feel better don't anymore and I have no where to go and no where left to turn. I just turned 20 and I've transferred colleges twice now and I am still miserable. Everyday I wake up and I'm so disappointed to be alive it really is like waking up to a nightmare. My life has become so bleak and joyless I can hardly stand to even be awake I wish I could just be unconscious all the time. This is why I need to die and as soon as possible. I need to find a method that is accessible but will work. Hanging seems to be my best option but I don't know where I could do it. I wish there was a way I could get a gun since that is the most foolproof way but I just turned 20 and I can't wait a year to get a license and buy one. I need to go now. Please help if you can.