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ifeelsobad

Experienced
Aug 23, 2022
218
I want to kill myself tomorrow. I can't live anymore I need to be dead already. I need ways to die that are not to painful or scary that I can actually do. I can't choke myself or hang myself it's to scary for me to not breathe and I can't make myself jump from a high building I've tried already (unless you guys have a way for me to find a way to get myself to do it. It's hard to make myself though)
 
pleaserethink

pleaserethink

Sometimes sad, sometimes happy
Feb 8, 2023
16
I guess there's a bunch of methods outlines here but i feel like the most important thing is to be sure about your decision. You might me in a altered state of mind (e.g. received bad news, amped up about something etc.) so it's very important ( and i believe the main reason plan it out) to give yourself a chance of A) making a sound decision based on research so nothing goes wrong B) giving you some time to mentally and otherwise prepare for it. I suggest you start your research, i hope you can find another way. Bless you anyway <3
 
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ifeelsobad

Experienced
Aug 23, 2022
218
I guess there's a bunch of methods outlines here but i feel like the most important thing is to be sure about your decision. You might me in a altered state of mind (e.g. received bad news, amped up about something etc.) so it's very important ( and i believe the main reason plan it out) to give yourself a chance of A) making a sound decision based on research so nothing goes wrong B) giving you some time to mentally and otherwise prepare for it. I suggest you start your research, i hope you can find another way. Bless you anyway <3
I'm sure but it's very hard for me to understand the posts saying what to do. I wanted to do co poisoning and I can't understand it
 
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pleaserethink

pleaserethink

Sometimes sad, sometimes happy
Feb 8, 2023
16
I'm sure but it's very hard for me to understand the posts saying what to do. I wanted to do co poisoning and I can't understand it
I'm sorry to hear that, i've made a promise to myself though to not assist anyone in doing the deed so you'll have to find someone else to help you or try researching more.
Best of luck to you my friend.
Hope you find whatever you need to find be it a guide you can follow or some positivity to get you through some more days.

Peace & love to everyone
 
jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,735
You can still breathe with partial suspension. You're just cutting off the arteries in your neck, not choking yourself. There's also SN, Charcoal...
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,411
If you are in a moment of crisis, take a breath and drink a good glass of water. Remember, CTB should not be an impulsive decision.

What methods do you have access to?

I hope you can find help to be nice
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,754
I understand wishing to leave this horrific world so badly and finally wanting to end all of the suffering. It's just so unfair how it's this difficult and complicated for us to find ways to leave, the hanging and jumping methods scare me, and what scares me the most is a suicide attempt potentially going wrong, I really hate this world that limits access for us to find peaceful ways to die, none of us should have to stay here for a second longer than we wish to.
 

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