I need somebody to talk

[letmeseethedeath]

hey guys i need people to talk with. i need friends until i'll kill myself wich not will be so late since a couple of day ago marked 3 years my grandpa passed away. i'm getting tired of my life, looking how bad is becoming everyday. i know i shouldn't text here that but what can i do it's 5 am here, i can't sleep i can only cry. i tried to fight to go away from this house with abusal parents they're killing me, they're destroying me. what i shouldn't call "the love of my life" doesn't care about me, she's selfish and meanie. she doesn't want me really, only for her purposes. she is really evil. i just discovered it two days ago so now i really hate myself again, when she was here i got distracted about the hate for my body by her love. now i don't have anything more. only a lot of pain. i know probably people will laugh at me, but i need friends to make these days more acceptable so i can ctb with no angry. i'm so sorry for this stupid post guys, i just hope somebody will text me

 

[fettuccinee]

I'm going through similar situations as you and feel just as alone.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

I'm going through similar situations as you and feel just as alone.

i'm so lonely and broken, i swear i just wanna die. when i grew up i understood that the only way to stop things from hurting you is death. people say "fight for them. do that, do this, etc." i tried everything and i didn't get a job at least to go away from my parents and trying to live a new life

 

[Rachel74]

Here to chat to if you need me.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

Here to chat to if you need me.

thank you so much i'll text you

 

[Empty Smile]

You're never alone here. And we never laugh at someone's misery.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

You're never alone here. And we never laugh at someone's misery.

thank you can i text you?

 

[Mloureiro]

Always here whenever you need.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

i swear i won't annoy you guys for so much time.. i'll ctb on my 24th birthday (20 december)

Always here whenever you need.

thank you so much i already know SS is the only one real family i have. you guys all are my SS family. thank you really.

 

[Empty Smile]

thank you can i text you?

Anytime :)

 

[letmeseethedeath]

thank you