My health is deteriorating very quickly from a chronic disease. I'm in a world of pain that's about to get worse if I don't end it properly myself. I'm a little frantic
so please forgive my multiple questions today. I'm out of time, overwhelmed and trying to get through all the info on the site. If anyone can help me avoid screwing this up, I would be eternally grateful. I have so many questions and at most a day left.
I want to do a full suspension hanging:
I am 105lbs and will have a structural beam to hang from. Distance from the floor is 81inches. I am 64 inches tall. The beam itself is 16 inches.
I have an 11mm rope that is used for rock climbing. Specs say it's high tenacity polyester. I read you don't want any stretch but is there any reason this rope might be too thick?
I have looked at the videos for knot tying and rope placement and am about to try them. If someone could direct me to the most concise post/instructions I would appreciate it.
I should be alone for a whole day before i am found but thinking I should also take enough pills to overdose just in case. From the OD chart posted here, I don't have enough of any one of them alone but I have a low tolerance and have morphine, diazepam, clonazepam, Ativan Amitriptiline and zoplicone.
I'm not sure if I am overthinking this part but was also wondering if there are any drugs that would interfere or prolong death from hanging or any reason not to take them as a back up?
so please forgive my multiple questions today. I'm out of time, overwhelmed and trying to get through all the info on the site. If anyone can help me avoid screwing this up, I would be eternally grateful. I have so many questions and at most a day left.
I want to do a full suspension hanging:
I am 105lbs and will have a structural beam to hang from. Distance from the floor is 81inches. I am 64 inches tall. The beam itself is 16 inches.
I have an 11mm rope that is used for rock climbing. Specs say it's high tenacity polyester. I read you don't want any stretch but is there any reason this rope might be too thick?
I have looked at the videos for knot tying and rope placement and am about to try them. If someone could direct me to the most concise post/instructions I would appreciate it.
I should be alone for a whole day before i am found but thinking I should also take enough pills to overdose just in case. From the OD chart posted here, I don't have enough of any one of them alone but I have a low tolerance and have morphine, diazepam, clonazepam, Ativan Amitriptiline and zoplicone.
I'm not sure if I am overthinking this part but was also wondering if there are any drugs that would interfere or prolong death from hanging or any reason not to take them as a back up?
