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sadone2122

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Oct 25, 2023
67
So I think my number one way to go is methadone overdose along with Ativan, promethazine, and being drunk off my ass
I get prescribed 145mg daily and sometimes I skip it. I have 4 doses saved up so far and I used to have 5 1mg Ativan but now I only have two. I'm female, 29, five foot 7 and 200 lbs
I know it takes a while for your tolerance to go down but maybe if I had like 10 saved up, dosed at the clinic (making it 11), take a bunch of benzos all while being drunk…. Help me please!
 
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larastoned

larastoned

bpd | adhd
Oct 5, 2023
37
I don't think that will work, drug overdose rarely does.
 
wozhendehaolei688

wozhendehaolei688

Time to wake up from the dream
Sep 21, 2023
9
You will survive after experiencing: vomiting, pain, and coma. This is my guess because the current drugs are very safe.
 
obey_xi

obey_xi

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Nov 1, 2023
10
i struggle with this too, i think it would be one of the more peaceful ways to go out. it would be like falling asleep. little to no pain at all. my only fear is not taking enough and waking up like brain dead or being thrown into a coma!

knowing my luck that's exactly what would happen to me. haha
 
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Division Day

Division Day

It's life that scares me to death
Oct 28, 2023
155
If I had access to anything that would knock me out, I'd go out into the water and hold onto something that floats. So if the thing didn't kill me, I'd just drown. Even as it is and knowing it would suck to drown when you're drowsy but not unconscious, I still think I might end up going that way due to lack of other methods.
 
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sadone2122

Member
Oct 25, 2023
67
I thinking of climbing a bridge and as I fall, shoot my self in the temple?
But I don't wanna traumatize anyone
 
obey_xi

obey_xi

Member
Nov 1, 2023
10
gun would probably be the most painless as long as you point it correctly and don't move at all while pulling the trigger. but it's like jumping with me, once you do, there's no going back. so if you regret it on the way down (jumping) or leave a gruesome mess for someone to find. (gun)

both of are out in my book.
 

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