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hikaru13
memento mori
- Jul 4, 2024
- 8
I've been feeling extremely depressed lately regarding my relationship status with my bf rn. We're in a long distance relationship for 7 months now, and the bickering and arguments kept piling up till it all burst out in one go. He said that he's done with the relationship, but I tried to convince him that we could still find a way to work on it. So, I proposed on having a cool off thatd be discussed later today. I'm really anxious that we'd end up breaking up after the cool off period is done and that it wouldn't help with my mental state as im used to being clingy and wanting his presence a lot. But lately, he's been wanting to change his life. At first, I felt like he's losing interest in me since the frequency of contact was getting lesser and so I felt that he doesn't love me anymore since I'm not used to that. And so that was mostly the reason we're arguing. I frequently complained about hanging out tgt was lesser than what we had before. This made me feel like I'm the problem and that I'm just hella insecure. But, I wish I can still salvage this relationship as we built this brick by brick.
I cant sleep thinking about all of these and how I'm gonna be able to cope with it.
I cant sleep thinking about all of these and how I'm gonna be able to cope with it.