Maybe something urgent and unexpected happened so he could not come. Don't lose your hope. If you want to talk and vent we are here for you. You can always PM me.
Maybe, my thoughts always jump to he just doesn't want to see me because he doesn't like me or he just forgot about me.
I think it was worse just because I'm having a really hard time right now and ive started to rely on him so when he didn't show up I just panicked.
I drove into the countryside and sat in my car and cried for a few hours, but I feel I but better now. I'm just going to be panicking till he gets in touch with me now. I hate my brain. Thank you for your kind words, maybe it was just something he couldn't control.
that's awful that he didn't show up. I'm here if you need me. Hugs from me to you.
Yep, I rely on him now, which I don't know if that's a bad thing or not, but it really does hurt. Thank you, and thanks for the hug, one to you too