crazy1

crazy1

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I was all ready to tell someone about my suicidal thoughts, I had an appointment with my university mental health support worker and I was going to tell him. I want to do it tonight and I'm scared. But he didn't even show up. I just sat there looking stupid for an hour. I feel abandoned by the one person that was helping me. I trusted him. I can't take it.
 
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randomz

randomz

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Nov 4, 2019
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Maybe something urgent and unexpected happened so he could not come. Don't lose your hope. If you want to talk and vent we are here for you. You can always PM me.
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

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Mar 7, 2020
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I was all ready to tell someone about my suicidal thoughts, I had an appointment with my university mental health support worker and I was going to tell him. I want to do it tonight and I'm scared. But he didn't even show up. I just sat there looking stupid for an hour. I feel abandoned by the one person that was helping me. I trusted him. I can't take it.
that's awful that he didn't show up. I'm here if you need me. Hugs from me to you.
 
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Maybe something urgent and unexpected happened so he could not come. Don't lose your hope. If you want to talk and vent we are here for you. You can always PM me.
Maybe, my thoughts always jump to he just doesn't want to see me because he doesn't like me or he just forgot about me.
I think it was worse just because I'm having a really hard time right now and ive started to rely on him so when he didn't show up I just panicked.
I drove into the countryside and sat in my car and cried for a few hours, but I feel I but better now. I'm just going to be panicking till he gets in touch with me now. I hate my brain. Thank you for your kind words, maybe it was just something he couldn't control.
that's awful that he didn't show up. I'm here if you need me. Hugs from me to you.
Yep, I rely on him now, which I don't know if that's a bad thing or not, but it really does hurt. Thank you, and thanks for the hug, one to you too:hug:
 
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You are most welcome! Thanks for the hug back! :-)
 
Jean4

Jean4

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Apr 28, 2019
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Probably coronavirus. Call ahead. It has nothing to do with you. :heart:
Remember. You always have us.
 

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