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t3chn0_tr4sh

t3chn0_tr4sh

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Sep 5, 2025
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This is my choice. I have attempted suicide like 56 times now, now I suffer even more because of the attempts that all caused me to not die. I want to leave, my family is so poor they're practically destitute and I can't deal with the stress anymore. My grades are shit as well and I'm on the verge of losing my uni acceptance. I want to be sure I'm going to die somehow, time is not an issue, as long as it works. I don't want any painful methods because I want to live my last moments in peace. The only thing I have access to are household like items I can find in stores. I'm also on a few prescription medications and I have needles:
• Methylphenidate
• Fluoxetine
• Atomoxetine
• Quetiapine
Access to over the counter medications aren't a problem either. Please someone, just tell me how I can end this quickly, easily and with surety.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Welcome to SaSu!

I doubt anything you have is gonna kill you.

I suggest to read the PPH and the also check out the Suicide Resource Compilation.

 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish there's the option to just easily cease existing with no more suffering, it's all I hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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Welcome to SaSu. I am sorry your life has brought you to this point.

Take a lesson from your 56 failed attempts. Do not make hasty, uneducated decisions. Research the method, plan your attempt carefully, else you are likely to suffer even more.
 
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