I need help with getting this right, as well logistics. Please.

[Rose_Blue]

Hi,

I have two debilitating illnesses and am constantly in unbearable pain. I've tried to OD a few times, but (miraculously) always wake up (even after a few days).

I don't trust overdosing, due to the fact it has never worked.

I have tramadol, synaleve, tranquipam, Valium, beta blockers and also opiate pain medicine at home (Targinact).

I usually end up throwing up, and waking up days later.

And then I just feel really, really ill.

How do I get this right?

I have been thinking that perhaps I need to try and get my hands on H or F and learning to inject so it goes directly into my blood stream? At a very high dose?

I also have two dogs. If I OD on meds and message someone - they will probably get here before things have "worked". I'm also trying to get a DNR.

Any assistance here would be greatly appreciated.

If I could be euthanised in a country where this is legal, and affordable, I would obviously rather go this route. But unfortunately that is not an option.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

F (and H) are ways to OD, your other mentioned meds won't really work, I'm sorry. You can read about ODs in the PPeH or these ones here:

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Chloroquine guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Chloroquine "General info Chloroquine is a drug used for the treatment and prophylaxis of malaria and for the treatment of rheumatic diseases. Cause of death in case of...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) method

Translation from the German book "Selbstbestimmtes Sterben. Sanfter Tod bei klarem Geist" Victor Niculescu Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) "The lethal dose of Diphenhydramine(chloride) is 50mg per kg body weight. also required: Zopiclon 20 tablets Bromazepam or Triazolam 30-50...

sanctioned-suicide.net

fentanyl info

can someone link me a fent guide rq

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Rose_Blue]

F (and H) are ways to OD, your other mentioned meds won't really work, I'm sorry. You can read about ODs in the PPeH or these ones here:

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Chloroquine guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Chloroquine "General info Chloroquine is a drug used for the treatment and prophylaxis of malaria and for the treatment of rheumatic diseases. Cause of death in case of...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) method

Translation from the German book "Selbstbestimmtes Sterben. Sanfter Tod bei klarem Geist" Victor Niculescu Hypothermia & Diphenhydramine(chloride) "The lethal dose of Diphenhydramine(chloride) is 50mg per kg body weight. also required: Zopiclon 20 tablets Bromazepam or Triazolam 30-50...

sanctioned-suicide.net

fentanyl info

can someone link me a fent guide rq

sanctioned-suicide.net

They have never worked… :(
I can't fail at this again. I always thought there is a reason I am alive. But this is no life.
Thank you, I'll take a look at the links.
I have no idea how to find F (or H) - but it is probably easier to find H. Do you know how much one would need to inject? 83kg..

 

[Praestat_Mori]

have no idea how to find F (or H) - but it is probably easier to find H. Do you know how much one would need to inject? 83kg..

I'm sorry no idea and it highly depends how pure H is among other individual factors. The links I gave you describe proven methods.

 

[reborn87]

Hi,

I have two debilitating illnesses and am constantly in unbearable pain. I've tried to OD a few times, but (miraculously) always wake up (even after a few days).

I don't trust overdosing, due to the fact it has never worked.

I have tramadol, synaleve, tranquipam, Valium, beta blockers and also opiate pain medicine at home (Targinact).

I usually end up throwing up, and waking up days later.

And then I just feel really, really ill.

How do I get this right?

I have been thinking that perhaps I need to try and get my hands on H or F and learning to inject so it goes directly into my blood stream? At a very high dose?

I also have two dogs. If I OD on meds and message someone - they will probably get here before things have "worked". I'm also trying to get a DNR.

Any assistance here would be greatly appreciated.

If I could be euthanised in a country where this is legal, and affordable, I would obviously rather go this route. But unfortunately that is not an option.

Did you take Meto? Or try amitriptyline?