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disgrace and shame
- Dec 26, 2021
- 3
I am so gone with my thoughts, my life, everything, im fucking lost.
The worst thing is that im still young, im 20 years old and yet still so lost.
I cant do this, i cant do anythibg. My life is a waste. People told me thoughts like this would pass when i was 13. They never did, if anything my suicidal thoughts only got stronger as time passed.
I've tried relieving myself with self harm and drugs but nothing helps at all. Shit is still hitting the fan. Stronger than ever.
Please someone tell me that ill be alright. I got no one to talk to. I hate this fucking life and i hate venting stupid shit every single one of you probs read on a daily basis but please, can you guys try to reassure me everything will be alright? Eventhough it wont in the long run i bet.
Man i fucking hate my life and every living second. This shit fucking sucks. I really dont know what to do right now. Help me
Please. This is the only place where i get to share my thoughts semi-anonymously..
I love all of you guys and i hope im the only one that feels this way even though i know im not.
Im sorry for the vent, but fuck i had to tell someone, even if its this forum. Just someone.
<3
The worst thing is that im still young, im 20 years old and yet still so lost.
I cant do this, i cant do anythibg. My life is a waste. People told me thoughts like this would pass when i was 13. They never did, if anything my suicidal thoughts only got stronger as time passed.
I've tried relieving myself with self harm and drugs but nothing helps at all. Shit is still hitting the fan. Stronger than ever.
Please someone tell me that ill be alright. I got no one to talk to. I hate this fucking life and i hate venting stupid shit every single one of you probs read on a daily basis but please, can you guys try to reassure me everything will be alright? Eventhough it wont in the long run i bet.
Man i fucking hate my life and every living second. This shit fucking sucks. I really dont know what to do right now. Help me
Please. This is the only place where i get to share my thoughts semi-anonymously..
I love all of you guys and i hope im the only one that feels this way even though i know im not.
Im sorry for the vent, but fuck i had to tell someone, even if its this forum. Just someone.
<3