ropeburns&migranes
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- Nov 30, 2023
- 8
I attempted 2-3 years back and was forced into a mental ward for a couple days and therapy after. As far as my parents know I'm "all better". But the last couple months a bunch of things happened that I'm honestly not gonna get into but I'm no longer in university/college nor do I have a job. I'm basically just a neet now. My parents think I'm studying all day to get back into post-secondary school but what I've actually been doing is planning my suicide again. I just got my gun license in the mail a couple days ago and planning on buying a 12 gauge to ctb. I don't know what it is but a part of me tells me I should talk to my parents before doing it. My dad even said if I were ever die before him he would commit suicide too. I think I'm starting to have doubts about ctb because of them. But whenever i try to imagine my future… I just can't and I just don't want to be here anymore. So my question is, should I tell my parents about my thought and plans with a shotgun? Alternatively, what are some good locations to shoot myself because I don't want my parents cleaning up my brains. Anything helps, thanks