Help I need advice (urgent)

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Next month i am going to a wedding (which i can't miss due to my parents) and will be staying at my molester's house( where he on video call masturbate over me through out the room and also in every room) and i can't bear being near that house let alone see him in person and initially my last resort of escape was laying on the train track while going to his place but now my parents have decided to go their by car and currently i don't have much resources to commit suicide (the best i can due is full suspension from ceiling fan) and since this won't be the only time i have to see him..dying is my best intrest

How do i commit suicide without fail in such short time??

 

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Next month i am going to a wedding (which i can't miss due to my parents) and will be staying at my molester's house( where he on video call masturbate over me through out the room and also in every room) and i can't bear being near that house let alone see him in person and initially my last resort of escape was laying on the train track while going to his place but now my parents have decided to go their by car and currently i don't have much resources to commit suicide (the best i can due is full suspension from ceiling fan) and since this won't be the only time i have to see him..dying is my best intrest

How do i commit suicide without fail in such short time??

Hve thy dne tht on vdeo cll wth u b4

cn u tke a scrnsht if thy r doin tht & shw sme1

Or cn u jst pretnd 2 b ill & nt attnd weddng & tke scrnsht/evdnce in futre s/ u hve smethng 2 bck up ur xpernce