I need a pause button in my life

[LifeSimulacra]

Obligations, deadlines, free time running out. Me dealing with an existential crisis when I need to concentrate more than ever. I need to stop, goddamit. Life never stops, you can't pause it, you can't hide from it, you can't live in your dreams or in another world. I have to deal with reality day after day, a reality of loneliness, no motivation, no energy, no will to live and do things. I'm tired of it all, and I can't have more time. At this rate I'm just going to crash.

 

[4eyebiped]

I wouldn't mind a rewind button or even a delete one.

My business has been dead for a long while. Had I not been a frugal person, I would be in major trouble now. I ran out of steam many moons ago and I now sit here collecting dust and rusting.