I want to overdose ideally because while it can be painful its a different pain to cutting my wrists for example. I've taken two overdoses of paracetamol before but I know I didn't take enough anyway.
Yeah I don't know if SN is more an American thing. I've looked up anti freeze? I agree, I always thought about something more brutal in the beginning, like getting hit by a train, but when it comes down to it I think an overdose is preferable.
a big issue I have is that if I were to survive jumping in from of a train or something, then I would have a lot of physical damage that I wouldn't want. I know an OD can fuck your liver but again, thats different to me.
Yeah that always worried me too. I'd hover around, but theres always the doubt that it would go wrong. I know people have been in comas from an overdose. I think the trick is to take as many as possible and just make sure nobody finds you.
yeah but I want to die in the arms of one specific person, I don't know if they'd even come find me if I told them or if they'd send someone else, I think it might just have to be thing I need to forget about. dying with him by my side is the only thing that makes it seem bearable, and would let me pass happy
Yeah, I think paracetamol is almost impossible. Well if you have a very strong stomach than maybe it will work out.. When I was 13/14 years old I took somewhere between 20 and 30 pcs. The taste got so bad. I just got very tired and fell asleep. Next day started vomiting and feeling tired.
