Alwaysbadtime
Enlightened
- Jun 28, 2021
- 1,158
It's hard to believe I watched and enjoyed movies. Could watch them from the beginning to end and not think about my horrible future or eventual suicide.
I watch the same movies now and wish I had those free minutes back. When my brain didn't hurt like it was pressed and beaten.
I miss waching with my former semi-decent dude.
It's over. I'm ending it and I won't say good-bye. Ending it soon and I won't update my going.
I'm old enough...much older than a lot. I have known it to be over since 2008, but I still could watch until 2015 in safety.
Wish it could have been different and I could have been Blake Liveley in The Savages with 2 hot boyfriends and a bunch of money...in archetectual cool shit.
I watch the same movies now and wish I had those free minutes back. When my brain didn't hurt like it was pressed and beaten.
I miss waching with my former semi-decent dude.
It's over. I'm ending it and I won't say good-bye. Ending it soon and I won't update my going.
I'm old enough...much older than a lot. I have known it to be over since 2008, but I still could watch until 2015 in safety.
Wish it could have been different and I could have been Blake Liveley in The Savages with 2 hot boyfriends and a bunch of money...in archetectual cool shit.
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