Venting I miss my friends

[ToTheEgress]

After 4 years of studying a computer science degree that should take 3 years I had to quit being a full-time student and move back to my hometown. I absolutely hate living here it almost feels like being in prison. I miss all my friends and I msis going out to social events. I feel like I have no future because I'm likely unemployable. I just don't know what to do anymore. I miss my friends so much. If they ever were friends, just people who knew me but I never got invited to anything. I've started to feel like my death is imminent again, as if I've accepted that I'll die from suicide.

I just don't know what to do anymore and everything is confusing and hurting.