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Manfrotto99
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- Oct 10, 2023
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I lost my dog about five months ago. I've totally lost track of time. Every day I have cried and felt the pain of missing her. I wake up thinking how will I get through another day without her. It isnt getting easier, today was exceptionally hard and painful as spring is starting here. A time we used to love to spend walking and in the garden together. I would wake up, give her a kiss and sing to her. I thanked God every day for her. She was in a lot of pain towards the end with stomach cancer but she rarely showed it.
I never had my own children. I feel so alone. She was all I had. I felt this way when my dog before her passed, but getting her as a puppy helped me to get over the grief and pain. I have had dogs for the past 30 years and I am lost without one. A part of me has died and i dont know who I am anymore. I know this is not normal but she was all I had and she kept me strong, she softened my heart, she calmed me and kept me going through intense stress and turmoil, that has not changed.
They were both collies, the lassie kind. I find some peace knowing they are together keeping one another company, waiting for me. I cannot afford another dog and my siutaion wont allow it. This won't change. I am scared of dying but I'm looking forward to being with them again in a garden.
I never had my own children. I feel so alone. She was all I had. I felt this way when my dog before her passed, but getting her as a puppy helped me to get over the grief and pain. I have had dogs for the past 30 years and I am lost without one. A part of me has died and i dont know who I am anymore. I know this is not normal but she was all I had and she kept me strong, she softened my heart, she calmed me and kept me going through intense stress and turmoil, that has not changed.
They were both collies, the lassie kind. I find some peace knowing they are together keeping one another company, waiting for me. I cannot afford another dog and my siutaion wont allow it. This won't change. I am scared of dying but I'm looking forward to being with them again in a garden.
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