sadstuffie
Student
- Aug 11, 2020
- 157
2 days after Christmas & i find out my partner (kinda) is giving me 2 fucking weeks to get out & find a place of my own. this is after we spent christmas together & we honestly had a great time.
this is devastating because she told me she would never do this unless she knew I had a safe place to go. wellll, now I dont.
I'm sorry it's just hard cause of covid I havent been able to find another job. so I have no where near the funds to pay for an apartment by myself right now.
i think I'm gonna have to go ahead & buy my SN in the morning. I just cant stop crying. im not sad over the relationship (I dont care anymore & she's abused me so much both mentally & physically), I'm sad because I dont wanna be homeless.
pls help omg I'm freaking out.
do you think the world will miss me?
is dying really just it?
I'm so scared guys.
I cant stop crying. I have told no one about my other attempts.
i dont wanna die right now. I had finally started making money & saving up for a place, but now it is all just ruined. omg im gonna actually die.
this is devastating because she told me she would never do this unless she knew I had a safe place to go. wellll, now I dont.
I'm sorry it's just hard cause of covid I havent been able to find another job. so I have no where near the funds to pay for an apartment by myself right now.
i think I'm gonna have to go ahead & buy my SN in the morning. I just cant stop crying. im not sad over the relationship (I dont care anymore & she's abused me so much both mentally & physically), I'm sad because I dont wanna be homeless.
pls help omg I'm freaking out.
do you think the world will miss me?
is dying really just it?
I'm so scared guys.
I cant stop crying. I have told no one about my other attempts.
i dont wanna die right now. I had finally started making money & saving up for a place, but now it is all just ruined. omg im gonna actually die.