Venting I Might Actually be the Biggest Loser in the World

[Spectre]

It would be alright if I failed because I had a good excuse, bad family life, disfigured, abused, lived in poverty but no I had every opportunity to be successful and worse off I even tried to be. Tried very hard. And still my life is the same as how it would be if I literally stayed inside the last ten years and did nothing. Trying and failing with no excuse as to why you didn't make it work means you can only blame yourself as the problem.
My life would deadass be alot better if I believed in myself less
My life would deadass have been better if I had believed in myself less

 

[AZRAEL600]

Don't worry u are not alone. I have sabotaged myself to fail at everything. Right now I don't have any hope as well.

 

[itwillhappensoon]

I can relate to what you said , I also see myself as a loser , I didn't succeed in anything I did since I can remember, the only thing making me not ctb is SI

 

[moonmuse]

i m the biggest loser bud not u for sure

 

[kitkat9234]

I'm a pathetic loser and hate myself. I just need to end it already.

 

[PI3.14]

My success peaked after HS for sometime, then everything collapsed, and I've been a "failure" basically since then.

 

[AntarusDragon]

Dont worry, same...

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

Dw, just remember that Chris Chan and Novaonline are people that exist, you literally can't be as much of a looser as them.

 

[Spectre]

Dw, just remember that Chris Chan and Novaonline are people that exist, you literally can't be as much of a looser as them.

They're at least severely disabled. I'm just like this.

 

[Bootleg Astolfo]

They're at least severely disabled. I'm just like this.

uh... maybe... Randy Pitchfork ? Fucking hate that guy.

 

[Spectre]

uh... maybe... Randy Pitchfork ? Fucking hate that guy.

Thanks for trying but this is NOT making me feel better

 

[dudebl]

Not as big as me - 36m, jobless for three years, quit six figure salary due to depression and burnout, living at home with mom. You shouldn't feel so bad.

 

[woofwag]

Mental illness is a disability. Depression is a disability. You have been and are struggling. People don't sabotage themselves constantly for no reason. You absolutely have a reason to be the way you are. I think our society prioritizes "being successful" too much. Most of it is just "how much money do you make." Being alive is enough. People didn't have that mentality before capitalism. Our ancestors took care of each other, and we even have documentation that they would feed people sweets who weren't able to contribute as much. They did it to the point they had tooth decay. They really cared about people and wouldn't abandon them even if they didn't do anything.

For whatever it's worth, I don't think you're a loser. You're someone who is alive, and no matter what people tell you, that is enough. I hope that can mean something to you even if it doesn't change how you see yourself

 

[Dejected 55]

You know on TV when someone is going into surgery to have a leg cut off and they write on the other leg with a marker "NOT this one!" or something?

I went under for a procedure related to my left kidney a couple of days ago... and the doctor doing the work wrote an "L" on my left hand and circled it... so they would do the correct one... not me... the people doing the work labelled me...

OR

They wanted to remember I'm a loser... and marked me accordingly. Hasn't washed off yet.

 

[niki wonoto]

I'm from Indonesia. I feel the same too.

My life is absurd. But, I know it's probably mostly my faults/mistakes & regrets. I have only me myself to blame the most. Despite all my usual pathetic excuses.

 

[Zen0]

It would be alright if I failed because I had a good excuse, bad family life, disfigured, abused, lived in poverty but no I had every opportunity to be successful and worse off I even tried to be. Tried very hard. And still my life is the same as how it would be if I literally stayed inside the last ten years and did nothing. Trying and failing with no excuse as to why you didn't make it work means you can only blame yourself as the problem.
My life would deadass be alot better if I believed in myself less
My life would deadass have been better if I had believed in myself less

Shit happens man, sometimes with reason, sometimes without. We can try and blame it on something, anything, even ourselves, in the hopes that it would mean something. But it doesn't. The best you can do is try to pick up the pieces of yourself and do better, be better. Even if you fail again, and again, and again. All you can do is try, maybe it's not enough, but what is when that's all you can do? I hope this message means something to you, and I hope your life is met with some success.