Venting I may not be able to ctb and it feels horrible

[CoolGuy9]

I have been waiting a fucking month for this and now I may not get what I need to ctb so that's great, why would anything work out in my life. I just want to bash my head against a wall till I'm dead.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering so much, I understand, it is like a feeling of being trapped when you feel like you cannot ctb for whatever reason. Living really is tiring. I wish you well.

 

[Sebuet]

I have been waiting a fucking month for this and now I may not get what I need to ctb so that's great, why would anything work out in my life. I just want to bash my head against a wall till I'm dead.

What exactly is stopping you?

 

[316]

What is it you needed? N or SN? just with you saying you have waited and can't get it

 

[CoolGuy9]

I ordered SN outside of Europe and it seems like I might not get it through customs. I'm not sure yet, but this whole month has been nothing, but waiting for it and I'll be incredibly depresssed if I don't get it.