Rachel74
Enlightened
- Sep 7, 2019
- 1,716
I made a promise to my brother last year when he was dying of cancer that I would not harm myself or take my own life. I've tried very hard to live up to that promise but I've been in a depressive state since October. I took an overdose 6 weeks ago and tried to jump off a bridge, my partner stopped me.
I hate breaking promises but I'm suffering. I even thought my bosses at work what I did and they don't give a shit. I just wish I could switch my thoughts off or erase them permanently.
I hate breaking promises but I'm suffering. I even thought my bosses at work what I did and they don't give a shit. I just wish I could switch my thoughts off or erase them permanently.