Leonard_Bangley39
Hate life but scared of death
- Nov 6, 2025
- 214
was feeling sad and shitty because i dont have a girlfriend and feel like i will never get one. thought about cutting again but laziness and hesitation were preventing me. eventually i finally just did one. it feels nice.
also looking at the "is this already being discussed" secion when you make a thread, i realized i make a lot of sh threads
also ive noticed that i think the secions on my forearms that i usually cut on dont burn as much afterwards then they used to. ive heard that cutting can damage the nerves under the skin and cause numbing, is this that? it stull hurts to cut so its not like my arms are completely numb, but it doesnt sting and burn for a long period after i cut like it used to when i started.
cutting is still scary sometimes. i only want styros, i never wanna cut to the fat layer. it feels like a very delicate balance to push hard enough to get nice wide styros without cutting to the fat layer. ive never actually cut to the fat layer before, but everytime i push with a little bit if force to get a wide styro, i always feel like im gonna accidentally cut to the fat layer. and seeing wide cuts still feels weird sometimes. i like them, but at the same time its a strange sight. idk how exactly to describe what look at it feels like.
also looking at the "is this already being discussed" secion when you make a thread, i realized i make a lot of sh threads
also ive noticed that i think the secions on my forearms that i usually cut on dont burn as much afterwards then they used to. ive heard that cutting can damage the nerves under the skin and cause numbing, is this that? it stull hurts to cut so its not like my arms are completely numb, but it doesnt sting and burn for a long period after i cut like it used to when i started.
cutting is still scary sometimes. i only want styros, i never wanna cut to the fat layer. it feels like a very delicate balance to push hard enough to get nice wide styros without cutting to the fat layer. ive never actually cut to the fat layer before, but everytime i push with a little bit if force to get a wide styro, i always feel like im gonna accidentally cut to the fat layer. and seeing wide cuts still feels weird sometimes. i like them, but at the same time its a strange sight. idk how exactly to describe what look at it feels like.
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