I´m drunk and I´ve cut through the safety net at my building

[Cryptonite]

Hi everybody,

I suffer from Scheuermann´s disease of the spine that wasn´t caught by doctors on time. I found out the diagnosis two months after I had been cured from another disease I had suffered for SO MANY years thanks to innovative approach. Absolutely, utterly, agonizingly devastating. Indescribable, ridiculous suffering.

Right now I´ve drunk 3/4 of vodka and I´ve cut through the safety anti-suicide net at my building. Finally. It´s 14th floor, so it is above the 10th floor recommended minimum for jumping CTB. 3 people have commited suicide despite the anti-suicide net at this building in the last 3 years. I pray I will be the fourth one.

 

[Zegers]

If i were in that position i would probably go, i can't think of anything better than dont wake up again in this loop.

Whatever you do i wish you all the best

 

[Cryptonite]

If i were in that position i would probably go, i can't think of anything better than dont wake up again in this loop.

Whatever you do i wish you all the best

Thank you very much

 

[Letgo]

Wish you peace and rest. Thinking of you.

 

[just_so_done]

I'm sorry for all the pain you had to endure and that the medical community utterly failed you. I hope you find relief and peace whatever you choose

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra

 

[EmpathyMinded]

Hi everybody,

I suffer from Scheuermann´s disease of the spine that wasn´t caught by doctors on time. I found out the diagnosis two months after I had been cured from another disease I had suffered for SO MANY years thanks to innovative approach. Absolutely, utterly, agonizingly devastating. Indescribable, ridiculous suffering.

Right now I´ve drunk 3/4 of vodka and I´ve cut through the safety anti-suicide net at my building. Finally. It´s 14th floor, so it is above the 10th floor recommended minimum for jumping CTB. 3 people have commited suicide despite the anti-suicide net at this building in the last 3 years. I pray I will be the fourth one.

This was my first time learning about this disease. I'm really sorry you have to deal with that man. Nobody deserves that. Have you sought physical therapy in the past at all for this? It seems like that is the standard approach for addressing it but Imm not sure what you have access to.

 

[Thisisme373]

I'm really sorry for all you've suffered, the healthcare system failing you I know that frustration as I'm dealing with it currently, it sounds truly horrible what you've endured I'm sorry you didn't deserve this, life is so cruel. I hope you find peace & relief whatever path you decide to chose

 

[Cryptonite]

This was my first time learning about this disease. I'm really sorry you have to deal with that man. Nobody deserves that. Have you sought physical therapy in the past at all for this? It seems like that is the standard approach for addressing it but Imm not sure what you have access to.

Physical therapy can cure the disease when you are an adolescent. When you are an adult, it´s too late...

 

[EmpathyMinded]

Physical therapy can cure the disease when you are an adolescent. When you are an adut, it´s too late...

From what I read it can help a good deal at least, including on the pain. But again I don't know how accessible that is for you or not. I know that depends on where you are in the world.

In any case, sorry you've had to deal with all of that. If you change your mind, I'm here to talk if you want. If not, I'll carry your memory. You seem like a thoughtful person.

 

[agonysgrin]

Hi everybody,

I suffer from Scheuermann´s disease of the spine that wasn´t caught by doctors on time. I found out the diagnosis two months after I had been cured from another disease I had suffered for SO MANY years thanks to innovative approach. Absolutely, utterly, agonizingly devastating. Indescribable, ridiculous suffering.

Right now I´ve drunk 3/4 of vodka and I´ve cut through the safety anti-suicide net at my building. Finally. It´s 14th floor, so it is above the 10th floor recommended minimum for jumping CTB. 3 people have commited suicide despite the anti-suicide net at this building in the last 3 years. I pray I will be the fourth one.

Good journeys dude

If i were in that position i would probably go, i can't think of anything better than dont wake up again in this loop.

Whatever you do i wish you all the best

That's exactly what I want I can't stand to think I'll have to be here again...

 

[LateForTheBus]

I'm so sorry for all the suffering you've endured that has brought you to this point. I hope you have a successful transition to the other side. Farewell, fellow traveler. (Hugs)

 

[NightshadeDreamer]

Aww, sorry that you have come to this point and are enduring such a difficult disease. I hope this brings you eternal peace.

 

[Lawliet]

from another severely chronically ill person to the next, i hope you find peace. i've never heard of an anti suicide net. sounds dystopian. you've been kind to me and i hope kindness comes your way, whatever way that may be.

 

[Dead Meat]

Wishing you all the best you Beautiful Soul

 

[CentreMid]

Best of luck, and I hope you find peace.

 

[RoundaboutResolved]

Headfirst so the world can kiss your ass afterwards! Good luck & ?unsafe? travels! See ya on the other side.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find freedom from your torture, those who jump are so courageous to me.

 

[Shivali]

 

[AliceTheGoon]

From what I read it can help a good deal at least, including on the pain. But again I don't know how accessible that is for you or not. I know that depends on where you are in the world.

That's not what it depends on. From reading @Cryptonite's posts he would seek out any treatment in the known universe if it existed. The same holds true for most with untreatable degenerative conditions.

 

[Cryptonite]

That's not what it depends on. From reading @Cryptonite's posts he would seek out any treatment in the known universe if it existed. The same holds true for most with untreatable degenerative conditions.

Yes... exactly...

 

[Lawliet]

Yes... exactly...

thinking about you!!