SadMonster725

SadMonster725

BOYREPELLENT
Oct 30, 2024
14
I don't feel like a human. I feel like an animal. I love like a dog. I don't care if I'm hurt by you, I'll keep loving you because I'm loyal to you. It's not beautiful; it's idiotic and I'm embarrassed to be alive.
 
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cosmic-realism

Member
Sep 7, 2024
60
It's their fault for not seeing the beauty of your love and affection.Not yours for being so kind.You can't expect stones to thrive like flowers.They can't understand you or your love,I just pity them.
 
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SadMonster725

SadMonster725

BOYREPELLENT
Oct 30, 2024
14
It's their fault for not seeing the beauty of your love and affection.Not yours for being so kind.You can't expect stones to thrive like flowers.They can't understand you or your love,I just pity them.
I appreciate it because you make it seem like they lost something, but I was the one that lost everything.
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
811
I don't think you're an idiot for being loyal. I think it's admirable & a wonderful quality.
And, humans are animals!!
I'll bet you're a wonderful person! 🌹💔
 
lawlietsph

lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
142
I could be wrong, but maybe you are so desperate for love and care, that you cling on to every single crumb of attention you get. I could be very wrong. It is the case with me, that's why I thought about it.
I have a kinda cliche quote, but hear me out: If you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives.

I don't like these cliche stuff, but this basically describes my relationships with others. Maybe you can relate op.
 
SadMonster725

SadMonster725

BOYREPELLENT
Oct 30, 2024
14
I could be wrong, but maybe you are so desperate for love and care, that you cling on to every single crumb of attention you get. I could be very wrong. It is the case with me, that's why I thought about it.
I have a kinda cliche quote, but hear me out: If you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives.

I don't like these cliche stuff, but this basically describes my relationships with others. Maybe you can relate op.
You're not wrong. You're very, very right.
 
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lnlybnny

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Jan 25, 2024
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I could be wrong, but maybe you are so desperate for love and care, that you cling on to every single crumb of attention you get. I could be very wrong. It is the case with me, that's why I thought about it.
I have a kinda cliche quote, but hear me out: If you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives.

I don't like these cliche stuff, but this basically describes my relationships with others. Maybe you can relate op.
I relate to this sm... if someone I love/admire gives me any crumb of attention I get so attached to the point of being limerent towards them. I feel so embarrassed because I can't really control my feelings and just have to pour them out over the person
 
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lawlietsph

can we be done here
May 6, 2023
142
I relate to this sm... if someone I love/admire gives me any crumb of attention I get so attached to the point of being limerent towards them. I feel so embarrassed because I can't really control my feelings and just have to pour them out over the person
I know what you mean, I really do 😔 The smallest kindness toward me makes me fall in love, but like hardcore love, limerence, constant daydreaming about the individual. I'll be okay with narcissistic, emotional or physical abuse too, as long as they show any kind of attention towards me, I would think they are some kind of god ☹️ I just want love, I crave it so much...
 
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lnlybnny

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Jan 25, 2024
500
I know what you mean, I really do 😔 The smallest kindness toward me makes me fall in love, but like hardcore love, limerence, constant daydreaming about the individual. I'll be okay with narcissistic, emotional or physical abuse too, as long as they show any kind of attention towards me, I would think they are some kind of god ☹️ I just want love, I crave it so much...
I feel like I always make a fool of myself when interacting with someone I feel like this. The funny part is that I just feel like this over parasocial relationships so it's a very unilateral thing. I feel so terrible, I just wish I was a ''normal'' person sometimes. I read that it might have to do with childhood trauma/neglecting, I think it makes some sense 🥺
 
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cosmic-realism

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Sep 7, 2024
60
I appreciate it because you make it seem like they lost something, but I was the one that lost everything.
Good.You got the deadweight off of you.I understand that you feel like this,but it's better for you,don't you think?This half-baked love isn't for everyone.
 
deadzombie6

deadzombie6

Exhausted
Oct 15, 2024
28
I feel the same when I love someone I love them like a dog even when they hurt me I won't leave anyone until they leave me. Its pathetic but I love to the point it becomes unbearable
 

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