Venting i love him

[emptymiku]

he's such a nerd. every time i talk to him, he laughs in such an adorable way. the way he says my name with enthusiasm just makes me so giddy.

he's so kind, i've never seen him be rude to anyone. i've only known him for a few months, but, i can tell he's truly such a great person.

i wish i didn't feel like this.

i don't think i've ever had anyone return romantic feelings for me, and i don't really expect that to change.

i just hope he knows how appreciated he truly is. even if i'm not the one telling him.

nobody deserves to have to put up with me all the time.

 

[Karrikin]

You don't have a very high opinion of yourself it seems. That's unfortunate, it seems like you found someone that does appreciate you so maybe they can change that (hopefully).

Anyway, not much I know about romance so can't say much else other than I hope all goes well for you. Make the most of it and enjoy each others presence, maybe something might come of it. (Also, I wouldn't put it as them "dealing" with you, their actions show the contrary from what I'm reading)

 

[tonicer]

he's such a nerd. every time i talk to him, he laughs in such an adorable way. the way he says my name with enthusiasm just makes me so giddy.

he's so kind, i've never seen him be rude to anyone. i've only known him for a few months, but, i can tell he's truly such a great person.

i wish i didn't feel like this.

i don't think i've ever had anyone return romantic feelings for me, and i don't really expect that to change.

i just hope he knows how appreciated he truly is. even if i'm not the one telling him.

nobody deserves to have to put up with me all the time.

I hope you find the courage someday to tell him how you see him. I had a woman tell this to me tens of years after the fact. I wish i knew earlier how she saw me when we were in school together.

 

[emptymiku]

You don't have a very high opinion of yourself it seems. That's unfortunate, it seems like you found someone that does appreciate you so maybe they can change that (hopefully).

Anyway, not much I know about romance so can't say much else other than I hope all goes well for you. Make the most of it and enjoy each others presence, maybe something might come of it. (Also, I wouldn't put it as them "dealing" with you, their actions show the contrary from what I'm reading)

i guess i've just never really felt of myself as being worth anyone's attention. it's not something i could really work past or that i need to change, just my nature. but i hope i can manage to make him happy, even if he'll never be romantically attracted to me.

I hope you find the courage someday to tell him how you see him. I had a woman tell this to me tens of years after the fact. I wish i knew earlier how she saw me when we were in school together.

as much as i want to, i probably can't. i'd rather have a friend that doesn't know i like them rather than them feel uncomfortable from knowing the truth. :(

 

[Riven]

as much as i want to, i probably can't. i'd rather have a friend that doesn't know i like them rather than them feel uncomfortable from knowing the truth. :(

for what its worth, theres a guy i have feelings for that after months of hiding it he picked up that something was off and pulled it out of me. while he doesnt currently reciprocate, hes not opposed to something in the future. things have been the same as before since. obviously its different people, but i thought id let you know its not impossible for something similar to happen with your friend. wishing you the best <3

 

[679chocolates]

he's such a nerd. every time i talk to him, he laughs in such an adorable way. the way he says my name with enthusiasm just makes me so giddy.

he's so kind, i've never seen him be rude to anyone. i've only known him for a few months, but, i can tell he's truly such a great person.

i wish i didn't feel like this.

i don't think i've ever had anyone return romantic feelings for me, and i don't really expect that to change.

i just hope he knows how appreciated he truly is. even if i'm not the one telling him.

nobody deserves to have to put up with me all the time.

what i'd do to have someone think of me like this. he's very lucky to have your feelings even if you haven't outright let him know yet. be nicer to yourself no one has to "put up with you" you're deserving of love and everything nice :)

 

[emptymiku]

what i'd do to have someone think of me like this. he's very lucky to have your feelings even if you haven't outright let him know yet. be nicer to yourself no one has to "put up with you" you're deserving of love and everything nice :)

:(((

 

[Dome42315]

You seem like a pleasant person, so I don't think this person or any other friends are putting up with you.

Do you think it would be worth it to drop a couple hints and see his reaction to try to test the waters? Some guys are super dense though, so don't worry too much even if you get no reaction!

 

[emptymiku]

You seem like a pleasant person, so I don't think this person or any other friends are putting up with you.

Do you think it would be worth it to drop a couple hints and see his reaction to try to test the waters? Some guys are super dense though, so don't worry too much even if you get no reaction!

i would, it just scares me to see if he would figure it out. he's way too smart not to already be suspecting me, i bet.