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arKor
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- Apr 29, 2024
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I have been suicidal for quite a while, and it helped me in a lot of way because, I wouldn't care what other would because after all I can just end it and none of it would matter.
Basically, it made my nihilistic.
The bad thing is that I am mediocre at most things, I wouldn't mind starting the efforts but performing and focusing has been really hard since I have this self-limiting belief that just tells me that I can always end it even if I am bad, a way to cope, I guess.
To this day I don't know what I prefer, having this confort of being able to end it or being able to try my best.
I would like to know if any of you felt like me and/or what are your thoughts on it.
Thank you very much!
Basically, it made my nihilistic.
The bad thing is that I am mediocre at most things, I wouldn't mind starting the efforts but performing and focusing has been really hard since I have this self-limiting belief that just tells me that I can always end it even if I am bad, a way to cope, I guess.
To this day I don't know what I prefer, having this confort of being able to end it or being able to try my best.
I would like to know if any of you felt like me and/or what are your thoughts on it.
Thank you very much!