untildeathdousapart
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- Dec 2, 2023
- 28
i lost my best friend yesterday. the best human ive ever met, we went through a lot together. I dont know how she died. She struggled with suicidality for a long time so it may have been that. I'd honestly rather it be that than an accident. I dont know what to do without her, she was one of the reasons i was able to keep going. I feel like its my fault, i know it isnt, but it feels like that. Men supposedly dont cry but i cant stop, she is amazing and didnt deserve to suffer the way she did. I hope to find out sometime if it was suicide... if it was then i deeply hope she found the peace she was looking for.