I lost everything

[Sunghoon]

Oh god I wish I wasn't born I'm so jealous everyone. I didn't come from a rich family I wasn't blessed with anything and I lost my family and my friends and all my dreams and everything I'm literally having a panic attack and whenever I would try talk to my mom or dad they would shame me and call me a failure. I'm so jealous of everyone why couldn't I be rich or anything :( why is everything so hard and I'm still young and yet I've already failed fuck I don't know what to do I really don't. I really need someone to talk to just anyone I'm all alone and I can't even sleep I have so many regrets I literally want to puke and I'm so scared to die I wish I could live a happy life but I can't