Venting I lost at this life

[justletmedieplease]

I already destroyed my chances of getting a decent uni education and moving out of my poverty-ridden country. My mental illness is progressing, I've started harming myself. I have no friends or love in my life. Every person I come across treats me like shit. I could've had a great life but I lost. I fucking lost and its not even my fault. I hate this society and I am done. Next year I'll be purchasing a gun and end it all. I'm absolutely terrified of the afterlife or the lack of it but anything is better than this. Goodbye

 

[The Mute Viking]

I hear you fam. But how old are you? If under 25. You can always try again.

 

[justletmedieplease]

I hear you fam. But how old are you? If under 25. You can always try again.

Nah, there is no trying sadly

 

[The Mute Viking]

And why is that?

 

[FuneralCry]

This life can be very cruel to us. There is an unlimited amount of things that can go wrong, and it is an hopeless feeling when we cannot get out of our negative situation. I hope things improve for you. However If you decide to leave this world, then I wish you peace.

 

[Largeletters]

I'm very sorry things seem to be falling apart for you... I hope things get better but I understand how impossible it can feel.